I'm in one of those old "weird moods" where I don't quite feel myself and I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because this is the first day in a while that I haven't had an energy drink in the morning. Maybe I should crack that V in the fridge.
I wish I was special..
Still haven't spoken to my dad. I had Rob spend all day on facebook the other day convincing me that I should, and how he's a good person and how much he misses me. Made me feel pretty down. If it was just one fight that went wrong then who cares I'd have forgiven him. It's not even that I'm overly annoyed at him anymore, I just don't really want to be near him again. He's not a very good person and one of my biggest fears is to end up like him. I don't see how I can possibly owe it to him to try to make amends, he writes off people in his life all the time. Though I guess that's me being like him there isn't it. Why do I feel so guilty?
As far as my love life, who the fuck knows...
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In my opinion...
ReplyDeleteStop drinking so much energy crap, you shouldn't need it at all to get through a normal day let alone be feeling off in the morning because you havn't had one yet.
In your position I'd make up with your dad at least on a basic level, if only to avoid unecesarily difficult/awkward situations at any future family gatherings and the like.
I think you worry too much about your love life. For someone who was supposedly avoiding relationships for a while you spend far too much time thinking about the topic (or at least give the appearance of doing so based on mentioning it in most posts). Go with the flow and see what happens.
Yeh I wasn't off from the energy drinks but was a good excuse and also got in the comment of how much I had been having.
ReplyDeleteWhile I see where you're coming from about my dad, the actual family gathering thing isn't a problem as he hasn't come to one since my parents split.
As for the love life thing, well hey it's been the main focus of my blog for years so I have to make mention of it :P